Titleworthy? Eh

I'm about to do one of those free write things that I've never been good at because it was a short week and there were only three days and I don't want to talk about the feast and what's really on my mind lately is that I can't write as well as I used to and I'm thinking that I know how and I just don't have time to do it like I want to and because I always write them in the same place on my bed at the same time right before I go to sleep and I used to write them on my roof in the summer but it's too cold outside now even though I did try the other night but it's not any warmer on the roof than it is on the ground but I've blogged a lot about not writing well lately so I don't want to talk about that anymore so I'll talk about how my brother was home this weekend and I realized that he's a really good person and also that even when I don't like him I have to love him and then I wonder if maybe everyone was my brother I could find away to forgive everyone and why should I forgive him if I can't forgive someone else.. just because he's my brother? That wasn't even in his control.. then again I guess everyone else can just be forgiven by their sisters but it's always harder for me not to forgive people anyway so I figure that if I could forgive someone if he was my family, I can forgive him even though he's not, and maybe I shouldn't forgive people all the time, but if I'm going to anyway (while I will) it's nice to have some justification and I don't know if this will come to anyone else as as much of a revelation as it did to me but it never really does for different people, especially not at the same time and I know I kind of broke all the grammar rules by making this one huge sentence but I thought it in one huge sentence so there it is.