I know that I could have done better this quarter. I didn't come out of it with anything I'm really proud of, so I must be doing something wrong. I think that the effort was mostly there, though, for everything except the portfolio. What angers me is that once I actually got to doing it, I had all these ideas but no time to sort them out or to do them justice. It was just the worst possible week for me. I still don't have an excuse considering we had more than a week, so I feel pretty much like a failure.
HOWEVER, coming out of this painfully long week feeling like utter crap, I was motivated to be super productive this weekend. That means not only homework and STAC stuff, but little things like my laundry and going for a decent run got done. I finally feel somewhat caught up with all of the stuff I've been putting off. If my closet is a mess, everything I do while my closet is a mess will have less quality than it would had my closet not been a mess. But my closet is clean, my laundry is done and put away, I posted about 40 poems yesterday and I still have 32 to go. I finally bought a new journal and transferred all the ones that I've been writing on scraps of paper for about a month into it because for a month I've just been too lazy to go buy a new journal. All of these things were just making me feel terrible. So here's me congratulating myself for being back on track, and here's me setting a goal to have this attitude as often as possible.
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